It’s my first birthday with him.
As some of you might know (if you don’t, now you will) i lost him a month ago to cancer. And it’s been really hard ever since. (not that i thought it wouldn’t.. Just had no idea how intense and killing this pain would be)
Anyway, I know one needs to accept things and all that shit but there are things i really can’t figure out and get them straight without him. This, for instance, is one such situation.
I mean, how am i supposed to celebrate my birthday when the person behind my birthday spirit is no longer here? How am i supposed to celebrate my birth when the one who brought me into this world isn’t around?
I just miss him so much.
P. S – just had to share this.